Long time no hear, things have been quite crazy with us lately. Travis is working hard to keep up with his planning and grading for his classes, and I am having a mid-graduate life crisis (no, nothing new, just the latest in a long line of debilitating 'what have I gotten myself into and what do I do with it now?' freak outs). Puppies and kitties are growing and loving and being ornery as always. I love them. :-)
Not anything new on the adoption front, I think I am protecting myself for a bit while I heal. I still feel the draw, the desire, the promptings, but I just can't sit around an dwell on it day in and day out right now. I have tried to push it back to the back of my mind until I get through some more pressing issues with stuff, then I will bring it back up with myself. I don't really keep up with the list-serves I am on because it gets really hard to read about everyone bringing home their little ones. It also helps me from feeling bitter as people complain about things they are going through with their agency or their kids and a part of me just wants to shout 'Why can't you be happy you are in that blessed situation in the first place?' That is not very constructive, and also not very fair to those people who are dealing with such issues. So I am laying low for a while to work some of those things out and get myself to a better place.
I am hoping that things are going well for everyone, we love you all and can't wait to start seeing family at the holidays.
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